Various x chubby!reader x Russia {contest entry}

"hello every one!~" you burst through the doors of the meeting space in a grand way.

"(name), you're late... again. please take a seat so we can actually start." Ludwig sighed and pointed to the last seat next to Ivan.

you smiled and waved and made your way over to him. he smiled and pat the seat next to him, conveying for you to hurry up and get your butt down in the seat so you could chat and ignore the meeting.

you sat down gracefully as you always did and turned to him, "morning Ivan." you beamed at him and pulled out some paper to make it look like you might work, which you wouldn't.  

"hello sunflower, i am glad to see you again."your own smiled faltered as you saw his childish one that mean something was wrong and he was putting on his mask again. Alfred probably did something to upset him again.

you took his hand just as the meeting was falling apart again, "Ivan, whats the matter?" you ask and look him in the eyes. immediately his smile falls into a small frown.

"i am just not feeling very good." he sighed and looked off to the side, your intense look was to much for him, "the American had been saying some things..." he trialed off and you got angry.

you sigh, "i'll talk to him Ivan. come here." you reach out your arms for a hug which he takes, squishing your soft body a little.

"H-hEY! that commie is hugging (name)!" you hear Alfred shout from the middle of his fight with Arthur.

"Ve~ what? i want a hug too!" Feliciano pops up from what ever he was doing and leaps into your now freed arms.

you laugh a little but still hug him because its Feli and he made you happy too so you could return a favor.

you hear a thump from the table as a tuft of white hair sticks out, "i want a hug from the frau!" Gilbert came out from under the table, Ludwig shouting at him. he pushed Feli aside with him making small protests and brought you in for a bone crushing hug.

"si! i need to hug the senorita as well!" you were standing from your chair now and felt someone push against your back for a hug while Gil was still at your front, sandwiching you.

"ohonhon~ three is your lucky number, oui?" you felt another body hug you from the side which you guessed would make up the last of the trio.

"g-guys!" you puffed out while they were squeezing the life out of you, "can we just do a thing where you line up and get a hug one at a time?" you begged and were suddenly released.

you were stood in the center of the room as every one in the room lined up to get a hug. some where excited to hug you like Mathias or Alfred (again), others were a blushing mess like Romano or Ludwig.

after a while your arms hurt and you look off to the side to see Ivan sitting by himself with his fake smile back on.

you sigh and walk through the line of people to get to him. you pull him up from his chair, which he seemed really surprised about, and pulled him outside.

and it was finally quiet, you got some alone time with him. "so Ivan, what's really wrong?" you ask and hod his hand, "i know you don't just get this way."

he was looking at the floor and making little sniffing sounds. he was crying.

"I-Ivan, please talk to me." you pull his face up and clean off the tears, he immediately leans into your shoulder and cries there.

"all the other countries say i am big and scary!" this wasn't a new statement but someone must have brought it up, "and i don't know what i have done wrong!"

"you've done nothing wrong." you interject and rub his back, it hurt you so much to see him like this.

"and i don't even have friends. i don't even know if you are my real friend." he sobbed more.

"hey now.i am your friend Ivan." you shush him, "you know, people used to say that i was too big too." you laugh a little and comb your fingers through his hair, "i didn't have any friends because no one like the fat girl."

"b-but now you have so many friends..."

"i do indeed, and i'm still the same size and i look just as great." you smiled a prize winning smile even though he couldn't see it because his face was still in your shoulder.

there was a small pause as he started to calm down, "what did you do?" he asked quietly.

"i learned to love myself first." you started to get emotional yourself remembering how hard that was, "every day i would promise to find a new thing to love about myself, whether it was the way my squishy cheeks looked when i smiled, or maybe the way my knees looked when i stood with my feet together. eventually i ran out of smaller things. so i noticed how smooth but still push my belly was and i got thinking it was kinda cute. i saw that my bum looked amazing when i got the right panties.

"but i realize that you already have an amazing body so you can skip over that if you want Ivan." you laughed a bit, "the next thing was i turned to the inside and found things to love there. i love the way i laugh. i like to think i'm sweet and i'm pretty smart."

"but what could any one love about a cold man like me?" he asked your shoulder and held you tighter.

"well Ivan, i love your tender heart, even if it does fall out. i like that you're loyal and make a strong support for a friend. i love how you get protective over me." you blush slightly at the things you were saying but they where things that needed to be heard. "and lots of other things but i'll tell you those later."

"but (name), people will still be scared of me. nothing will change that and i will be alone."

"then maybe those people aren't good enough to be around you. once you start to love everything about yourself, then you realize that maybe you're just too good for some people." you laughed and rock him a little, "because you are too good for the people who would say mean things to you."

he sniffed and picked his head up. you looked over at your shoulder that was wet with tears and laughed a bit which made him chuckle in return. "there's that handsome face." you smile and reach up to get the last of the tears, "glad to see it again."

he smiled bashfully and nodded, "it is good to have it again." he looked at the hands in his lap, "c-c-can i have another hug?" he asked.

"i'll do you one better." you take his face in your own chubby hands and bring it down for a kiss. at first he was surprised but he was able to catch the tail end of it. "maybe while you're learning to love yourself, i can love you too." your words sounded confident but your deep red blush matched his.

"i would love that almost as much as i love you." he smiled his real smile and kissed you back.



"we can become one later."